The ghosts of relationships past have been haunting me for all too long. It's so unglamourous.
I have a party on Saturday night that I don't think any of my friends are keen on going to, and my biggest nightmare is having to go by myself! I can't imagine what I would do. Although, it also could be considered cool... I could do whatever I want, make new friends... But I could also get shunned/whatever. The woes of being a teenager..
I probably should just go.
I am broke. I have alot of school work due. I have responsibilities. I have a fine to pay. I have drawings to be drawn. Probably none of which are going to get completed.
I don't have a guy in my life. But, I like to keep optimistic - like, this weekend I could go out and meet the love of my life and be together forever - you never know when it's going to happen - it could be next month, next year, tomorrow, today.
Keep thinking, smiling and laughing. Soon, I live in hope that my turn will come.
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It's the only way. Mystery beget legend